SO this semester of school has been Yucky!!! There have been some great moments, but I'm so sick of this semester and the bad things in it. I know that i get to choose to see the good in my life, but the bad just out weigh the good!
So, we all know me and music, we have been great friends the last couple of years...now though, i dont know. I'm so sick of band. I'm sick of how much i have to put into it, and then watch my other classes suffer from it. I'm so sleepy but i dont have time really to go to sleep, the last two nights I've gotten home by ten pm, by that point, I am so exhausted that i spend an hour yelling at myself for not doing a good enough job, or staring at the TV hoping i can gain energy from it.
I'm so ready for this semester to be over, but i'm not even close to being done with all my assignments for it to be over! just in my Nutrition class, i have two major papers due and a in class presentation on eating disorders... I have no idea where to schedule time in for that! or the research for my other two papers! I spend all my energy in all of my classes that by the time I'm done, I'm to tired to keep going. I'm all done with this semester... i don't want to keep pushing forward, i don't want to somehow find time to make everyone happy.
I'm going to have to apply Murphy's law to this situation,
"if you cant get everything done in 24/7, work nights"
I've been trying that, and i still don't have enough time!
Flute notions
2 comments:
Amanda Kay (christa here), I always find it amusing how people find the time to write a blog about how they have no time, ha! but it is a good stress reliever isn't it? First things first, no one is going to be happy if you aren't happy. So work harder on being happy and less on worrying whether other people are going to be happy (particularly our mother cause sometimes you can't win with her--no offense mom!). Secondly, this is but a moment of your life, enjoy it, you only get to be giddy in love once (not that Matt doesn't make me giddy, but you get the idea right?). Anyway, life will bring harder and more stressful times, so enjoy your college years, they are the one time in life when it's acceptable to be totally selfish, to spend days sitting on the couch, or the phone, or taking a long walk, or going to a movie-- by yourself even. Don't waste time being sad, and wishing for things that are not to be, enjoy the greatness that is in your life, cause there is so much of it! Kyler is an awesome guy that LOVES YOU! and it's easy to see why he does, you're talented, beautiful, sensitive, and an all around awesome sister. So if this doesn't cheer you up, I don't know what else to say except suck it up :) I love you Amanda! I am very proud to be your sister, and I truly truly mean that!
What? What? Why are we "Mom bashing?" Mom (and Dad and Grparents and best friends, and sister and brothers) give the best council they have. Then you make the choice and the consequences are yours. Do your best Manda, all things pass, then we look back and laugh at ourselves, if we are lucky.
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